it could be worse.

Watching the show 'Ruby,' while reading Post Secrets is kind of depressing me.

I am brainstorming. I am feeling the need to stalk, which is good in a sense. I'm still struggling to "find myself," but I feel like if I find myself falling back into old school habits, it can only be good -- as long as the old school habit is something harmless like making a mixtape for a stranger.

(I wonder if I even have blank cassettes.)

With that said, I continue to consume far too much alcohol and allow myself to make silly decisions -- some far more enjoyable than others -- such as yesterday's. Ha!

Oh! I won a $100 gift card to the mall at the company christmas party. I might buy new running shoes. I think that would be a step in the right direction.